Sunday, December 14, 2014

I remember.

I remember how much I loved July.
I remember my kindergarten teacher. She called me love bug.
I remember my sister shoving socks in my mouth. 
I remember when my 6th grade crush came to play at my house. 
I remember how embarrassed I was when he saw all my Barbies I still played with.
I remember how exciting it was when my cat had kittens.
I remember how bad it hurt when I first fell off my bike. I still hate riding bikes. 
I remember the feeling of soaring the higher and higher I got on the swings. 
I remember how hard I would try to stay awake year after year. 
I remember how disappointed I was the next morning when I fell asleep before the clock stuck midnight. I always missed the celebrations. Now I'm writing this at 2 a.m. 
I remember how excited I was when I found a penny. 
I remember how scared I was of the number 3. 
I remember the tears washing my face when I had to give my kitty away. 
I remember how badly I wanted to grow up. 
I remember how warm my blanky was. 
I remember throwing up my favorite baloney sandwich. I haven't eaten baloney in years.
I remember my first win. 
I remember my latest loss. 
I remember how beautiful my sister was at her graduation. I won't look as good in that cap and gown this year.
I remember thinking how long I had to wait to put my favorite key chain on my car keys. 
I remember screaming the first time I drove alone. 
I remember the smell of my grandmas closet. 
I remember begging for quarters everywhere I went. 
I remember how bouncy those bouncy balls were. I always lost them after 1-2 bounces. 
I remember how much I loved cold hot dogs. 
I remember thinking how old my siblings seemed when they were in high school. I still act and feel like I'm 7.
I remember not wanting to be a little kid anymore. 
I remember not wanting to be 17 anymore. 


1 comment:

  1. I remember not wanting to be 17 anymore.

    I feel the same way, dear. beautiful post

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